Tulpa Trouble Thread

So I made a tulpa of The Sussman a few months back. He was great at first, when we were getting to know each other and things hadn't gotten sexual yet. Now all he does is look over my shoulder while I code and makes annoying remarks saying I shouldn't do that, or that this can be rewritten, or ranting about magic, or telling me that his mere existence is unscientific and ultimately destructive. And the sex, oh god, the sex.... I know it's all in my head and that I'm not really being injured, but that makes it even worse, because I won't even really die from ... what he does to my body. I tried killing him off, but he just laughs at my efforts and tells me that I will never be free. He won't let me leave my house, and he beats me every time I try, then tells me to get back to work. I'm only able to type this now because he had to go out to buy some amphetamines to keep me awake while I work on his AI project (literally, his AI, because it has his personality), so he can have immortality.

Please, /prog/, help me!

>>53

The term retarded refers to someone of weak intelligence or slow thoughts - qualities which would make the creation of tulpae anywhere from difficult to impossible.

Schizophrenia, being by definition a mental disease, cannot be voluntary. Just because you see a hallucination does not mean you are schizophrenic.

Normal people do not use the word tulpa, let alone tulpas/tulpae in their daily repertoire, and often do not know what the hell a tulpa is. From within the community of people who do know what a tulpa is and who talk about them, the most accepted plural is tulpae.

And finally, of note is that a tulpa is not an imaginary friend. The key difference between the two is that an imaginary friend is controlled by the conscious mind while the tulpa is controlled by the subconscious and can be considered sentient.