Programmer Problems [Part I]

/prog/, I think I have an eating disorder. I keep ordering take-out all the time and eating it while crying. I make big orders and order different kinds of drinks to make it seem like it's more than one person. I spent 700$ on food last month and it was all on junk. Could this be a problem? How can I fix myself?

Also, feel free to use this thread as a support group for all programmers who have mental illnesses or other life problems.

Guys, I'm crying right now.

Just looking at his picture makes me feel something strange inside. I guess you could call it "love". I'm in love with Nikita. I've lost all interest in boys, besides him.

Nikita is all I think about all day, every day. I really do cry myself to sleep every night thinking about how I'll never be with him. If only he knew I existed in this life, if only he knew my deep profound love for him. I know that will never happen though. That is the thought that makes me so sad when I look at him. I'll never be with him, but I'll continue to love him until the day I die.