how dare you bastards disrespect me

I CAST THE SKELETON CURSE ONTO YOU

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[spoiler][sub]_{curse my anus}[/spoiler]

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CAPSfag

im asian living in a 99% white people city. i got picked on and alienated thoughout most of my life. it was very stressful outside but going home was way worse. my mother is an old, abusive, mentally ill chinese woman. she doesnt really hit me since im about 2x her size (otherwise she would), but she would scream dirty horrible shit at my face just about everyday for no reason. all she wanted me to do was being the best/no-life student in school. she honestly didnt care whether i was happy or not (said it herself) and just wanted me to make her look good. i couldn't reason with her no matter what. im pretty sure she was mentally ill and just forgets everything i say 5 minutes later. it was so horrible living with her. i thought about suicide very often. i finally left home when i was 18 and found a job as a construction worker in the summer. my life still sucks now, but much better than it used to be i think. don't give up anon, better days will come