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Lately, I have been feeling extravagantly happy with myself. After recovering from another one of my depressive episodes, I'm thrilled to be alive. That's how my psychology works. One month, I am cripplingly depressed and I have no control over myself; the next, I can laugh myself into a coma and I don't know why. I'm on the happy phase now, and I'm waiting until I break down again. Until then, I am happy getting a lot of
programming done. I just don't want to have to leave my room. There's people and stuff outside. I can't handle that. I just want more time with myself. I'm happy that way.