u no if u call someone stupid for long enough, they'll start to believe you...
So anyway, I started going out with kyah, and she put me up on such a high pedestal... It was just so conflicting with the last 5+ years of mental conditioning (by idiots..)...
I guess it didn't take long for him to start tearing me down in her mind too, I mean, by the time i had cheated on her (my bad), she was already expecting it anyway (who's bad is this though?)...
Oh, and then the big hero of the story stepped in, and took her... I'd done her wrong, i know, but now he had AN ACTUAL REASON to be such a dick all the time... like a Lifetime-Hate-for-Free hall-pass...
Is there some reason I should feel bad about myself all the time? Other than that you are such an Arsehole?
Friends come and go, but enemies tend to accumulate..?
No thanks to the great master of puppets over there...?
I think i could probably even bypass this entirely, and just say, perhaps you should be angry with your dad, for teaching you how to be an arse, rather than mine, for not teaching me....
I mean, i would feel sorry for you and your shitty childhood...
If only I wasn't the one that cushioned half of the blow..
I probably was the Softest kid around too...
Lol i guess you're dad was scared he would have a human for a son.... Don't be like him, he's weak, he's scared, dickhead, girl, dickhead,,,, all these fears are yours, getting projected onto me....
I just know now that i don't need them, and i never really did
I wonder if the oldest one even knows how bloody arrogant he is... I've not seen anything like it before, probably never again too with a bit of luck..
I mean, people can argue about a hell of a lot of things, but when you are disagreeing with me about What I Want To Do, What I Think, What I Feel, etc... Seriously, who the fuck do you think you are? Me??... Or Do you actually think somehow, That I Am You?? Wrong... on both accounts..
...Show's just how little you really do know about me...
And the worst is yet to come, actually it might be too sad to even tell... And really what do i know anyway.. I thought you were the know-it-all anyway, why do i need to tell anything?
But here's a hint;
The last time i can remember seeing your mum, (b4 she died, obv) we were sitting in your room, on the bed, and you were saying
"Luke, you're mum's a bitch"... to which i replied
"She's nice to me"...
and then i looked to the door and saw you're mum standing there, and i think at that moment she understood what you couldn't...
The truth is I used to tell my mum, to tell me to stay home, just so that i didn't have to get mentally abused by you...
I couldn't just tell you, no because you would never even accept what i had to say as worth listening to... It was obviously quite irrelevent for some reason, who knows why...
You used to hate her for that... But she was doing me the greatest favor i could possibly ask...
Perhaps if you had just laid off me, you would still have your mum... but who knows now anyway.... it's a bit late isn't it..
...I think the least you could do is not let her death be in vain..
Really, i have no doubt you'll be trying to blame me for this too...
I guess that always was your problem, always too proud to be sad, it's so much easier to blame someone else in your anger, and make them sorry for it... I guess if you don't want to learn your lesson then go ahead, it's your life...
I guess i prefer to learn from mistakes, rather than make many more in a blind fury... It really did kill though learning the same mistake over and over for you... It wasn't me that needed to learn the lesson though, i already knew it so well.....
I can't help it if it feels good to get all this crap off my chest.... It must be sad for him, but what about his brothers (and sisters?)? You're not the only one who lost something that day you know...
I mean Fuck, it was almost me dead too... And for what? Trying to be your friend? Some Unrealistically Inflated Sense of Pride? Fuck you and your pride... What have you even got to be proud of?
...I don't suppose he would believe any of this either
lol far too late to start now.. Sad but true i guess
Probably stopped listening already too =) ...long ago
Not really appreciating u naming ya kid after me though, if that's what it supposed to mean.... He's going to take after u obviously, asshole, with a 99.99% chance that you Will Not Learn a damn thing from this either...
I guess i should be feeling sorry for kyah and the rest of the gang... they're the ones stuck with another half-psycho...
I'm actually kind of worried about the youngest brother now...
In the dream Jake hit someone... and I hit jake equally hard i think, quite a sock to the cheek, then gave him a hug =)
And then in my room, there was an awfully wicked looking sword/knife, with kind of blades also pointing out from where you would actually hold it... I was even very careful just touching it in my dream! And i told jake that it belonged to Jamie....
And then we were somewhere else... Outside.. I think it was like a dam...
And that's where i had to revive jake......
To be honest I really hope Jamie hasn't heard any of this, but if he has, let him read this last bit too..
family feud // feud between 2 families / whatever it's close enough
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