what was programming like before/after sex?

you know how watching porn is different after you lose your virginity?

what is programming like after you stick your big dick up a tight wet warm pussy hole repeatedly until you cum sweet sperm jizz?

stick your big dick up a tight wet warm pussy hole repeatedly until you cum sweet sperm jizz

I believe our virginity-losing experience was quite different.
To me, it was more like "fuck you dick, get hard already so I can get out of here and go fap to hentai. But Master, I can't, when this 3D slut is watching me!".

That was the day I realized real-life sex is boring as shit and not glorious and mind-blowing at all like it is in many hentai and some BDSM porn.

I hope I will at least enjoy drugs more when I finally get them.