Name: Anonymous 2011-11-16 16:38
for a long time i wondered why i am going insane. then i realized its because i am trynig to rebel against logik and existense itself's. so i have three optionz:
-dont fight against existens,but embrace it.
doesnt work coz existense sees me as its enemy, and naturaly tries to defeat me.i tried this and just causes me more and more pain.
-live with existense,but be in spite of it. (i.e. deal w/it) this is wat causing me to go insane,and not in a gud way.
-defeat existense. ok so tell m e how the fuck am i goin 2 defeat god/logic/whatever if it by definition cannot be defeated,and is the reason i even can live ?
-forfeit the fight, i.e. suicide. wont work either coz the more i converge towwards deth teh more i am hurt. (stop eating, feels realy bad not to eat drink nor sleEP)
-become god/ illuminati / realise u alredy r god or WHUTEVA XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXDDDDDDDD im s o randumb and silly baka gaijin sometiemz.
this might work if i could find evidence i am god, but so far my thoughts are like this:If i really the light that shines the brightest inside this entire vast fuking univrse,then that menas teh universe is not really shining very brightly at all, but is a WSATE OF TIME AND SPACE? why the hell would this piece of meat on a chair typing useless bullshit be god? it is all a waste of inteligense, art,science,religion, everything. what teh fuck is teh point of al that shiT? dont tel me it no poind because i refuse to acknowledge dat fackt! i already tried 2 rebel againzt logik adn diidnt w0rk!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK FAGETSZ?!????? CREATE UR OWN MEANING YEA RITE HOW TEH FLYING HELL I AM SUPPOSED TO DO THAT???? UNLIKE SOME,I DO NT FIND HAPPINESS IN BEING A SLAVE..
Lol wut? Wat? (this post is no suposed to be funny,annoying,pretentious or an troll btw, althought you may perceive it as so, because thas how you're consciousnes filterz it.)
this is no freedom or peace/love , everything is not right in the world. you are all fagots by teh way.
-dont fight against existens,but embrace it.
doesnt work coz existense sees me as its enemy, and naturaly tries to defeat me.i tried this and just causes me more and more pain.
-live with existense,but be in spite of it. (i.e. deal w/it) this is wat causing me to go insane,and not in a gud way.
-defeat existense. ok so tell m e how the fuck am i goin 2 defeat god/logic/whatever if it by definition cannot be defeated,and is the reason i even can live ?
-forfeit the fight, i.e. suicide. wont work either coz the more i converge towwards deth teh more i am hurt. (stop eating, feels realy bad not to eat drink nor sleEP)
-become god/ illuminati / realise u alredy r god or WHUTEVA XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXDDDDDDDD im s o randumb and silly baka gaijin sometiemz.
this might work if i could find evidence i am god, but so far my thoughts are like this:If i really the light that shines the brightest inside this entire vast fuking univrse,then that menas teh universe is not really shining very brightly at all, but is a WSATE OF TIME AND SPACE? why the hell would this piece of meat on a chair typing useless bullshit be god? it is all a waste of inteligense, art,science,religion, everything. what teh fuck is teh point of al that shiT? dont tel me it no poind because i refuse to acknowledge dat fackt! i already tried 2 rebel againzt logik adn diidnt w0rk!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK FAGETSZ?!????? CREATE UR OWN MEANING YEA RITE HOW TEH FLYING HELL I AM SUPPOSED TO DO THAT???? UNLIKE SOME,I DO NT FIND HAPPINESS IN BEING A SLAVE..
Lol wut? Wat? (this post is no suposed to be funny,annoying,pretentious or an troll btw, althought you may perceive it as so, because thas how you're consciousnes filterz it.)
this is no freedom or peace/love , everything is not right in the world. you are all fagots by teh way.