Birthdays are a constant reminder that I am getting older and still no where near where I want to be in terms of personal fulfillment. Life has become so routine and boring and soul crushing. It feels like waking everyday is another painful lesson in masochism. I just want to be happy goddamnit. Why can't I be a happy person?
I haven't celebrated my last 10 or so birthdays. In fact, I was so busy programming and playing bad company 2 last year that I completely forgot about my 29th birthday, and didn't realize it had passed until a few days later.
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Birthdays should serve as a shock therapy. What significant have you accomplished at your age? And you never have much time left, considering that at the age of fifty you lose most of your skills.
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Anonymous2011-05-31 2:14
I don't celebrate anything, its wasteful and too social. I accept all gifts though.