Name: Anonymous 2010-02-11 13:01
I could use your helpful advice, /prog/ hivemind. Here's my dilemma. I've been a professional game dev at a big studio for several years now, and I think I might be burned out. I'm utterly tired of the sequelitis, sick of shitty code quality and C++'s awful build times, annoyed by incompetent management, and exhausted by enormous rotting codebases.
The most frustrating part is that I don't even feel like a game programmer anymore. The stuff I do at work is swathed in so many layers of bullshit and beauracracy and our games are so uninteresting to me that I may as well be writing insurance software. The only big difference is that if I was writing insurance software, I could at least write my own little games in my free time and put them online. Because of non-competes, I can't even do that. All I want to do is make games and I can't, ironically because I'm a game developer.
As far as I can tell, my options are:
1.
Leave the industry. Get some regular business programming 9-5 job and make games in my free time. The hard part about this is that I fear my skillset applies well for games, but little else. Will I be able to find a job when I know tons of C++ and C#, but not much about SQL, ASP.NET or server-side programming?
2.
Find a better game studio. Working on smaller games that I do enjoy would probably be the ideal situation. The challenge is that it's hard as fuck to find another game job now because the economy sucks and the industry is shrinking. I'd have to move to a city that has more game studios, and I don't think the few studios that are hiring are interested in relocating someone when there's probably plenty of hungry local candidates.
3.
Go solo. I think I've got a well-rounded enough skillset that I could probably kick out a couple of iPhone games on my own and maybe get by. Unfortunately, my financial and family situation doesn't let me be that entreprenurial. I need a day job with a steady salary and health insurance.
Any advice on what I should do? If you got this far, thank you for at least reading this. It's hard to describe how frustrating and emotionally draining what I'm going through is. At least knowing that someone else is even listening helps.
I understand that saying "wah wah, I'm in the game industry and it's lame" really makes me sound like a whiney bitch. I do know I'm lucky to even have a job, and things could certainly be worse for me. Try to keep in mind that the game industry may not be as magical as you may think. There's a reason turnover is so high.
The most frustrating part is that I don't even feel like a game programmer anymore. The stuff I do at work is swathed in so many layers of bullshit and beauracracy and our games are so uninteresting to me that I may as well be writing insurance software. The only big difference is that if I was writing insurance software, I could at least write my own little games in my free time and put them online. Because of non-competes, I can't even do that. All I want to do is make games and I can't, ironically because I'm a game developer.
As far as I can tell, my options are:
1.
Leave the industry. Get some regular business programming 9-5 job and make games in my free time. The hard part about this is that I fear my skillset applies well for games, but little else. Will I be able to find a job when I know tons of C++ and C#, but not much about SQL, ASP.NET or server-side programming?
2.
Find a better game studio. Working on smaller games that I do enjoy would probably be the ideal situation. The challenge is that it's hard as fuck to find another game job now because the economy sucks and the industry is shrinking. I'd have to move to a city that has more game studios, and I don't think the few studios that are hiring are interested in relocating someone when there's probably plenty of hungry local candidates.
3.
Go solo. I think I've got a well-rounded enough skillset that I could probably kick out a couple of iPhone games on my own and maybe get by. Unfortunately, my financial and family situation doesn't let me be that entreprenurial. I need a day job with a steady salary and health insurance.
Any advice on what I should do? If you got this far, thank you for at least reading this. It's hard to describe how frustrating and emotionally draining what I'm going through is. At least knowing that someone else is even listening helps.
I understand that saying "wah wah, I'm in the game industry and it's lame" really makes me sound like a whiney bitch. I do know I'm lucky to even have a job, and things could certainly be worse for me. Try to keep in mind that the game industry may not be as magical as you may think. There's a reason turnover is so high.