Anyone else that fucked up?

Programming has built a superiority complex in me.
It's so bad, I find your average Joe as a complete fucktard that is not worth even talking to.
I'm only 21 and it's the age you get the most pussy, parties and all that shit, but I cannot do it because everyone in the party is a moron or the bitch is so fucking dumb I want to punch her.
Also, anger issues, back/wrist pains, a poor vision, headaches, insomnia et cetera.
I have a programming job that allows me to work from home, I get paid well and I live in a motel.
In result, I don't leave my fucking room ever. (order food from outside, job money goes into my bank account etc)
It's been three months that I had to leave my room. I have no parents or close relatives, nor any friends.
Recently I have developed some sort of phobia with light (photophobia?) and I have all my windows shut tight, and the room light always on.

Anyone here more fucked up than me?

    I remember myself, back in the day i was a fool.
    I didn't had patience, i never read manuals, i could not appretiate beauty.
    While suffering from chronic insomnia, a friend msg's me about a good C book.
    And it happends. i start reading that C book @ the nights i could not sleep, i took advantage of my insomnia.
    My whole life changed after that.
    I read manuals, rfcs, file formats and protocols.
    I read about memory, processors, filesystems, bootloaders
    I suddenly became a knowledge freak.
    Learned lisp and then Haskell (i owe that to /prog/ btw.)
    Also, i started learning mathematics and physics.
    And to imagine, all that started (and still is) as a hobby!

    I started juggling early in the mornings (like 6 am) and generally exercising.
    I participate in many open-source projects and i teach programming/mathematics/physics to many people i know in real life OR over the internet

    Sure, i still have a shitjob; I still have no girlfriend due to being closed to myself and very anti social, but programming gave value to my life, and gave an end to those endless nights.