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Anyone else that fucked up?

Name: Anonymous 2008-01-21 18:01

Programming has built a superiority complex in me.
It's so bad, I find your average Joe as a complete fucktard that is not worth even talking to.
I'm only 21 and it's the age you get the most pussy, parties and all that shit, but I cannot do it because everyone in the party is a moron or the bitch is so fucking dumb I want to punch her.
Also, anger issues, back/wrist pains, a poor vision, headaches, insomnia et cetera.
I have a programming job that allows me to work from home, I get paid well and I live in a motel.
In result, I don't leave my fucking room ever. (order food from outside, job money goes into my bank account etc)
It's been three months that I had to leave my room. I have no parents or close relatives, nor any friends.
Recently I have developed some sort of phobia with light (photophobia?) and I have all my windows shut tight, and the room light always on.

Anyone here more fucked up than me?

Name: Anonymous 2008-01-22 0:29

I think about it this way.  You can either live your life with a lot of highs and a lot of lows, or you can try to do the opposite and have a nice, steady life.

If you aren't socializing and dating women and moreover don't care then I think you are essentially making a decision to move away from "many ups and downs" in the extreme.  If you deal with your anger, depression, insominia etc. you'll remove the biggest "lows" in your life currently.  Then just a find ways to enjoy your life until you die.

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