Anyone else that fucked up?

Programming has built a superiority complex in me.
It's so bad, I find your average Joe as a complete fucktard that is not worth even talking to.
I'm only 21 and it's the age you get the most pussy, parties and all that shit, but I cannot do it because everyone in the party is a moron or the bitch is so fucking dumb I want to punch her.
Also, anger issues, back/wrist pains, a poor vision, headaches, insomnia et cetera.
I have a programming job that allows me to work from home, I get paid well and I live in a motel.
In result, I don't leave my fucking room ever. (order food from outside, job money goes into my bank account etc)
It's been three months that I had to leave my room. I have no parents or close relatives, nor any friends.
Recently I have developed some sort of phobia with light (photophobia?) and I have all my windows shut tight, and the room light always on.

Anyone here more fucked up than me?

Well, asexual person with AS diagonsed and OCD here. I wonder if I'm not actually schizoid though, but haven't met with my psychiatrist to discuss it yet.
Programming and playing games is my pretty much my life. Whenever an oversocial friend of mine drags me to one of his parties I feel like I'm becoming dumber just by being there. I usually just sit down somewhere over a table where people are discussing things, only because I don't want to be noticed as sticking out by being withdrawn in some corner. Then I just stare into the void thinking about math and algorithms. I do follow the conversations in parallel and I can't for the life of me figure out what's so interesting about gossiping and talking about things they did.
It's not until after a large amount of alcohol that I start to talk but that's generally not good news. I remember talking about /prog/ on new year's eve with some girl, jesus christ. She said she was a programmer so that got me interested but a friend, who can read intentions better than my autistic and drunk self told me that she was most likely making things up.

I find most girls unattractive, it comes with the asexuality but I do have a strong sense of romantic attraction. However most girls today are just, for a lack of better word, cum buckets with no self respect and so I will probably remain lonely the rest of my life. What scares me the most is that I really don't care about the outcome. I have no problem with my loneliness and I fear that I might some day just shut myself in forever.

I have a peculiar thing about myself which I have yet to find an explanation for. I am really terrified about recordings of myself in various media. For example I really do not like hearing my own voice and I do not like what I see when I look at pictures of myself. Funny though I have no problems looking at myself in the mirror.

tl;dr: I've read SICP.