I never wanted to do any of those things as a child. I never was able to appreciate sexual acts when they were having me do it. I never ever liked it. It was only ever confusing, painful, and intimidating. I was not loved unless I was doing something sexual, and that was not fair. That made me feel as an object, not intrinsically valuable to those adults whose care I was forced into. I needed protection from the very people who were responsible for protecting me. IT IS ABUSE, I REMEMBER how I felt every time, and I felt this way BEFORE ANY of those so called "good" people told me it was wrong. This is not some conventional morality...it is beyond that. It is a societal convention BECAUSE of the principle of the matter...BECAUSE of the HARM it causes. You are wrong to think that children are attracted to you, children want non-sexual love and acceptance from adults. Children experiment with their bodies and with each other when they are young, but NOT with adults. Adults doing that with a child are abusive. Those children you harm will suffer for the rest of their lives because of what you do to them. I am not the only one who I know that knows this from personal experience. Please, PLEASE stop...and seek help.