In a club, with friends.

For someones birthday night out.
Drunk, good music.
Never felt so alone.

I think everyone can smell the depression on me.

You can find me in the club, bottle full of bub
Look mami I got the X if you into taking drugs
I'm into having sex, I ain't into making love
So come give me a hug if you into to getting rubbed

Last night actually turned out to be awesome.
We went on to another club, which ended up being a gay club because it was the only place still serving drinks.
The most beautiful girl in there, and I'm not kidding here, she was far and away the hottest girl in there, decided to come up and dance with me. I was drunk off my ass, tried saying something to her and I think made an arse of myself. Saw her dancing with some other guy later, but she kept looking at me, then came back over and was dancing with me again, closer, so I leaned in and kissed her. Christ she was hot! She could really dance too. She had an Italian name.
I told her I was going outside for a smoke and she should come with me so I could hear what the hell she was saying. She followed me out, we got to talking, stuck to each other's bodies all night. I noticed she had some cutting scars on her arm which I couldn't see in the club. I remember looking at them and saying "You look like you have trouble written all over you. I love girls like you".
I kept trying to get her to come back to mine, but she said she had to find her friend. Her friend wanted to go to some party that had weed and coke there, I didn't really give a shit but I just wanted to follow this girl. Luckily her drunk fat friend found some poor lad to hook up with leaving the girl I was with off the hook for looking after her, and she came back to mine.
She's a philosophy student, we talked for hours and stayed up all night drinking, inbetween fucking. Jesus fucking christ, she is horny as hell, the noises she makes, the way she moves, the fact she never wants to stop. I couldn't believe my fucking luck. I think I'm in love.
She just left, has to go see her tutor about something, but she's coming back later. I really didn't believe I was ever going to see her again, but got her number and rang her phone to make sure she didn't fob me off. She seems to really like me for some reason anyway. God she has a beautiful smile.
Let's see if she does come back eh.

>>4
STOP SHOWING OFF! ;_;

>>5
I'm not showing off, I just wanted to tell someone! You guys are the first people I've told.
Besides, after posting this thread about being depressed, I think the fact that things went fucking great after was worth following up on. To be honest, I had kinda been pining for the nazi girl recently and this was exactly what I needed.
This girl is far better. Hotter, more intelligent, funnier...I really fucking like her. I don't doubt that this will all turn to shit though, don't worry.

Oh, when I said she was trouble, I fucking meant it. She's on anti-psychotic meds and has a bit of an opiate addiction. I don't even fucking care, she's lovely.

>>5
He's lying, for all we know.

>>4
Showing off on the Internet is like.........I can't think of a good analogy, but you get my point. It was a nice read, by the way.

>>6
You happen to live in New York? She a short, pale half-Egyptian girl?

>>8
New York
Are you literally retarded, or just blind and new here?

>>7
He's lying, for all we know.

I can barely believe my luck either.

It was a nice read, by the way.

Thank you anon.

>>8

You happen to live in New York? She a short, pale half-Egyptian girl?

I live in England. There are psychotic girls with drug problems  all over the world man.

>>9
Absent-minded. Anyway.

>>6
By the way - I ask because that sounds exactly like my first ex. Known her for years. Grew to become that sort of carefree, emotionally insane, ostensibly charming and intellectual girl you hooked up with. The cuts are your first hint. Philosophy was your second. Probably knows a guy like me who she thinks of as the smartest person she's ever met. Someone she's secretly afraid of yet loves with all her heart. Someone she once dated and now keeps her sexual distance while remaining ultimately more attached to than anyone.

Guess what? I'm the dude who hears about people like you she's fucked once and never again. Think it's true love? Don't get cocky. You're a brittle twig she snaps for pleasure - a leaf among the stream. She's much more abstracted than you could ever imagine. You'd like to think she's on your level, yet you'd never guess how far from heavenly grace she falls just to make herself intelligible to ordinary folk. The girl has a past. You don't know a damn thing about her. And when she confides in you at the stroke of midnight, come morning you'll find it never happened.

Don't kid yourself. Don't hurt yourself. A pathetic geek like you doesn't possess half the mettle it takes to play with a jackal like her. Looking for a quick fuck and a crazy ride? Strap yourself in and clear your schedule for the next few months. She'll ignore you, call you, despise you, apologize to and shun you before calling once more - in that order. Otherwise fuck off now and save yourself the heartache. I've seen teens and adults just like you get screwed mercilessly by her, beautiful demon she is. Makes me laugh, knowing I'm the only one a girl like that could never take control of.

>>11
That was hilarious dude.

>>12
Enjoy having your heart broken :3

>>13
I'm a veteran of that shit, I've dealt with crazy girls all my life. don't think I'm some wet behind the ears kid who doesn't know what he's getting into.
I suspect that was the only real relationship you've ever had, wasn't it? Whereas I've had countless insane bitches. Nazis, satanists, suicidal, extreme liars, drug addicts, massive whores...I've seen them all. Your concern is kind, but it really isn't needed.
Kid.

>>14
Oh, don't make me smile. If I piss you off that much, and over the internet nonetheless, what makes you think you're any tougher than you really are?

Give you one thing though - I'm much younger than you.

And, I assure you, much smarter.

>>15
Oh shut up. Where in L33tUK's post did he get angry at you? And fuck off back to the imageboards with your "Oh I'm so much smarter than everyone I know".

>>!^
Calm down the fuck down, Steve. I know that you crave f4gt|_|k's cock, but that doesn't mean that you have to be defending him.

>>17
Fuck off. Fuck off. Fuck off.

>>16
He's trolling retarded, just ignore him.

She's been texting me, we're gonna hang out in a bit. I am actually as giddy as a schoolgirl about this.

>>16,18
Hahahaha.

Kids.

God leet, you are such a boring faggot, even the spammers are more interesting than you.
Nobody hear wants to hear about your shit conquests.
Its no wonder you end up living with your parents if all you do is get drunk and chase bitches.

If i wanted to read crappy shit like this id browse the imageboards.

>>22-23
Back to /vip/ please.

>>24
Only if you go back to the imageboards.

I agree with VIPPER.

>>25
You first.
I hardly ever browse the imageboards anyway, this is where I've spent 95% of my time on 4chan.
Go back to your JEWS threads faggot.

>>27
You still bring crappy shit here that belongs on the imageboards, this shit is not welcome here.
this is where I've spent 95% of my time on 4chan.
Then learn how to behave here.

>>28
Open your own board and ban me from it cocksucker.

>>28
Shut the fuck up.

>>29
Shut the fuck up.

Both of you, shut the fuck up.

>>15
Give you one thing though - I'm much younger than you.
Whenever anyone tells you how intelligent they are, you can be sure they are a moron.

>>30
It is a pointless argument.
I just find it funny how this VIPPER character seems to think he speaks for everyone here about what is allowed to be posted and what is not. What kind of an asshole does that?

>>32
This is not the VIPPER I remember.

>>32
I just think its funny how you think /lounge/ is your personal blog.
I like /lounge/ like most other people here i just assume, because of its lightly topic bound discussions and sarcastic posts.

I dont like telling people what they can post and cant because i believe that an intelligent community will eventually come to some sort interresting discussion or conclusion, or even humerous one.
But you treat this board as if it were your personal blog or /soc/ or /r9k/. And all you do here is blog.
Your shit is boring and stupid.
Im not implying mine is much better, but atleast i see that.
What kind of an asshole does that?
Iv seen people here repedatelly say the same, to you.
>>30
I agree but this just has to be vented.

>>34
I dont like telling people what they can post and cant because blah blah blah

So don't, cunt.

all you do here is blog.
Not true. Stopped reading there.

Stop being such a whiny little bitch. Maybe go outside.

Or maybe apply for moderator status so that every time your anus bleeds everywhere you can press the ban button while tears stream down your face.

>>34
Oh, that's me. I've been telling f4gt|_|k to fuck off and die for a while now.

I mean, seriously, you give this piece of shit a compliment on his shitty guitar playing and suddenly he thinks that he's better than everybody here.

>>35
Stop being such a whiny little bitch. Maybe go outside.
Whos the whiny bitch.

>>36
suddenly he thinks that he's better than everybody here.

I don't get this. When have I ever said such a thing? Even the people I don't like here I class as equals.

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>>38
We dont throw around our personal life here and expect sympathy or good replies.
And we dont think that anyone here has much of an interest reading them.
But you appearently seem to think you some kind of VIP and that everyone wants to hear your lame stories and personal issues.

Also remember
Hey guys, I know you love it when I blog here
http://dis.4chan.org/read/lounge/1330978422/

I think its OK to ask /lounge/ for advice and stuff, but your just looking for constant attention for what i assume is because your own personal life is insignificant to you and anyone around you.
You seem to get quite the kick from boring us.

This place has its own culture, which i and others like and i dont like what you are doing to it.