I'm thinking about killing myself soon

Reasons to do so:
1. I'm 22 and live with my mom.
2. I don't have ASSBURGERS but struggle with an excessive ego which hampers my socio-economic success.
3. Though not bi-polar, I exhibit symptoms of this and schizophrenia which leads to a crippling experience of reality.
4. I'm addicted to pornography.
5. I'm also addicted to math and science, yet pursue my fascination with sexuality far more than either of these. Therefore I don't learn very much.
6. Every day is more depressing than the last.
7. I dropped out of high school and have yet to attend college, even once.
8. I am a dreamer. Life-as-being does not interest me. Only distant realities experienced through unchanging mediums such as novels and music help me to feel alive.
9. I undergo a very restricted range of emotional response. Sadness, anger and slight amusement color the palette of my world.

If there are any additional reasons you believe I am a good candidate for just extermination, or are yourself contemplating committing the act upon yourself, please say so. Otherwise troll away.

Also, disregard that. I suck cocks.

>>30
Nope. I made this thread with the intention of presenting the most apparent image of myself as a subject of ridicule and satire. In actuality I don't care whether anyone accepts me despite these so-called failings.

This is /lounge/, you see. We have a particular brand of humor which changes with every post. Sometimes it is so non-sequitur as to appear downright Dadaist. Sometimes it is crude and violent. There is never a single topic - and if there so happens to be one for a few consecutive posts, the directions it takes may be more varied than the stars themselves.

"addicted" to pornography
Afraid I lied. I actually enjoy it much less than most people.
isolated and self-deprecating mind
Isolated, yes. Self-deprecating, no. I'm confident in the abilities and talents that matter to me. As stated, I couldn't care less about anything else.

All in all, you earn a paltry 1/10. I ain't even mad. Just amused.