Is this gay?

I think I've asked this before, but I'm not really sure since I forgot.

I really want to get fucked in the ass. I love anal stimulation and I would rather feel a warm cock than a cold plastic toy in my anus.

HOWEVER, I find men generally unattractive and I would never hug, kiss, or date a male. I find women to be attractive, it's just different. I don't know how to explain it.

So basically, I like the way women look, and I could get into a relationship with one, but as far as men go, I'd love to have anal, but aside from sex I'd want nothing to do with another guy.

This is not a troll thread. I am 100% serious.

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Depends on your idea of Gay, in ancient cultures male-male sex was not unusual or taboo but the man that received the penis was the less manly partner so it was generally considered more desirable to be in modern homosexual parlance the 'top'. 

You best option is to get an gay/bi male escort, a TS (trap) or get a girlfriend that uses a strap-on.  At least with an escort they have experience compared to a random meet. Girls apparently find using a strap-on a empowering experience.

Pay some hooker to fuck you in the ass. Trap cock usually sucks. Or just get a dude to fuck you, when you're enjoying it you wont really care.

>>1
OP, I feel almost the same way as you, I love cocks but I could care less about men in general, and while I am attracted to women I find vaginas to be utterly disgusting.

I guess what I really want is some sort of woman but instead of a vagina she should have a penis, if such a thing is even possible.