I am a loser and nobody likes me?

I am probably the biggest nobody in my school. I try to fit in to this group, but they hate me. all they do is make fun of me and my Halo games.

Im 13 now and I've had a crush on the same boy since 4th grade. he barely knows i exist and no-one knows i'm gay, almost every weekend i hear everyone talking about how excited they are for some party.

I've never been to a party.I'm a huge outcast. what should i do????

SFBE.

>>7. You know what?  I think I annoy you just as much by merely showing my face here as you do me.  It must be like looking at a mirror!  WOW!!!

But I'll make a deal.  I'll withdraw if you first admit that through the magic of your browser's thesaurus, you obtained a power of seemingly superior knowledge that sadly is still rivaled by many forum-savvy dumbasses.

>>8 If smoking weed is half your suggestion then you are only half right.  Yet even so you lost that sense of credibility because I already have been smoking weed since high school.  That dope is good stuff man, and I'm like yeah already the happiest man alive even when playing the same game over and over.  But I feel even THAT'S not enough.  I would feel even more at ease if only you'd take a shotgun blow to the head instead of telling me to smoke this stuff more, because GOD FUCK I HATE HATE HATE MEGA MAN!!!

Now go fuck DonkeyBalls please.