I am a loser and nobody likes me?

I am probably the biggest nobody in my school. I try to fit in to this group, but they hate me. all they do is make fun of me and my Halo games.

Im 13 now and I've had a crush on the same boy since 4th grade. he barely knows i exist and no-one knows i'm gay, almost every weekend i hear everyone talking about how excited they are for some party.

I've never been to a party.I'm a huge outcast. what should i do????

SFBE.

Wow, this whole thing, once again, has gone nowhere fast.

But of course I do poon, as well as female sex which means I go both ways.  But shave the fuck off my whole body??  There's a fine line between reality and fucking insane, RC, but you stumbled across it out of context long before 4chan.  You taunt me all you want, but stay the fuck away from my balls.  I could likely die faster than HIV if I ever came in remote physical contact with you.