>>6
It's funny how you think destroying your body and mind for pleasure is a new thing.
It's also funny how when everything happens, when everything collapses around you, how you're going to be more preoccupied with the worthless poison you've been infusing yourself with, than the now apparent fact that you wasted your short life not learning how survive, to live; instead how you, still, even up to this very moment, are willing to defend your ways, your wasted life.
How, because you didn't ever learn to deal with life, instead always taking the easy way out, you never even realized this, or rather, you did, but chose to ignore it, rationalize it away, anyone who doesn't agree with you is just thinking in "old world terms", because it was too late, how you had bet too much on being right, how if you were wrong now that would mean that all that stuff you did, how it really did hurt you, how it really wasn't harmless, how it's too late now, how that's not even an option anymore.
How you think because you're young you can do whatever you want no consequences; how when all this happens you'll have nothing to fall back on, no skill, no knowledge, no strength, nothing.
How when real life hits you right in the face, you'll just cry and give up, not even a fiber of will inside your, now broken, mind and body.
But I don't know, maybe I just have a weird sense of humor.