thomas

how do i get the guts to jump when i'm standing on the platform waiting for a train

i was too scared last time....train so scary

pop a few alcohol pills, that should increase your courage stat by +4

anon anyone else? i would really like some sort of 'motivation' or words of courgae or something...like a terrilbe demotivator or something...

what should I keep in mind?

it's really embarrasing just waiting there and then not getting on the train.....it's almost like your standing there and everybody knows what you intended to do...

oh the shame

Jumping in front of a stopping train? That's a good way to survive but lose your legs and/or your arms.

Sometimes you get all crumpled but still conscious until they uncrumple you.

What the hell is wrong with you, why would you do this?

>>6
To give the gift of live guro to unsuspecting train travellers?

>>7
I feel few would want that gift.

>>1
Yes that is my name, how did you know!

you guys are a bit confused

i won't become some living amputee

i won't simple jump in front of the train

i intend to lie down with my neck stretch across one rail line

it'll work, i just need help jumpy

can I urinate on you from the platform

I heard somewhere that a dick in your anus can work as a great source of confidence and courage.

>>10
I don't see how that would work. The train's bumper would just scoop you up and throw you in the air and then you'd lose a few limbs in the wheels of the wagons behind.

>>10
Questions:

1. Why do you want to kill yourself, especially in this manner and this particular method?
2. Do you suffer from some sort of mental illness?
This is in all seriousness and with not the slightest degree of snark.

>>13
I hadn't heard anywhere about this but I had a look at the trains travelling around my city to be sure that nothing like that existed. I don't think there is one, I am very sure of that.

Just to be sure (and since If I end up losing limbs it'll be really hard for me to kill myself another way) I won't kill myself that way.

But then I don't know what to do? there is no method left for me to try that will work except one I had down that will take so incredibly long since executions aren't immediate.

I will travel to a particular country I have in mind and kill lots of people (purely hypothetical) and then be sentenced to death. Unfortuntaely since i'm a western country-er I might get some rubbish excuse or diplomatic thing with my country, and then all i'll have accomplished is killing lots of people which I have no reason otherwise to do.

>>14

I don't know sir but thank you for your concern. The thing is I have suspected some bad things but I have no avenue to get help, my entire family will disown and shame me if I ever go and seek help for this sort of thing. I have considered just running away to far away, another state, and living life there and getting help. But I don't see what any help will do for me...I don't care about anything. I just want to die.