Name: Anonymous 2009-05-25 12:43
I am 28 years old. Old enough to know that I having nothing to live for anymore. My life has already entered a path where it's too late to turn back and I know I don't want to move forward. I lost my Dad in April. I miss him terribly and I pray to God to let me join him. I'm too afraid to commit suicide--afraid that I will go to hell instead. I endure life day by day. I have no real friends, at least no one that I can tell what's in my heart to. I'm tired of hearing the same old thing from people, "...it will get better in time..." No it won't!!!!! For years, my life has not been getting better, it has been getting worse! Now, I cry endlessly. God, please take me away from all this pain! I wan't to go to heaven and away from here. Please take me away...