Name: lavisod 2009-05-15 17:00
i'm 24 and i havent had a girlfriend in 4 yrs. i continued to masturbate and suddenly everywhere i went ppl were having sudden caugh attacks and sneezes. at first i didnt think it had to do with me but all of a sudden i realized that it was more than a coincidence. i would pass people and suddenly they would start coughing. i felt like i was being damned. i thought these ppl were feeling my spiritual boundries and being so deprived of female energy, i was only able to get balence in subtle energy exchanges from female sex in all species. This other expeirence i have is with the crows. when ever i masturbate, crows come to my house and cause me extreme pain in my chest. this is all because i masturbate and the crows cause real pain in me that happens exactly when i hear the crows outside my window. say what you want but this has been my experience and i trust the feelings i feel. i'm being spiritually attacked by people and crows for wanting to masturbate everyonce in a while. i also noticed that in the mornings i wake up with sickness in my nose that takes a morning walk to clear out. the one great thing that has came from all of this is my new technique for feeling out this pain brought on by spiritual attacks from ppl and crows. what i do is very great and involves chi moving through my chakras. i press between my eyebrows and use my awareness to feel my upper chest. when i feel energy move into my chest from my 3rd eye i than say the words tai chi un and repeate it over and over till i feel the chi flow into my stomach. this technique will clear sickness or pain inside your chest by your heart. i recommend it greatly because i use it all the time. i developed it from experience and trials of trying to find how to channel chi through the chakras. i wrote about it in my first book and i'm writing about it in my second book. you can get the first one from me for free by emailing me at lavisod@gmail.com