Name: Anonymous 2009-04-13 21:56
On rare intervals (roughly about twice a year) I have dreams while sleeping where I am with a girl/woman and unlike real life, things actually go right. In a nutshell, what I'm saying is I have dreams where I run into a girl where there is mutual attraction and the chemistry is there for both of us. The feeling of liking a someone and knowing 100% for certain they like you back is unreal even if it's just a dream, it feels so good while dreaming and I have never felt anything like it in real-life before.
A few nights ago, one of those dreams occurred again. The thing about that one that stuck out was I remember leaning against her and her leaning against me, and a feeling I recall vividly was my head against her. It felt so real, and the happiness and peace at the time is something I almost can't describe and something I've also never felt in reality before either.
Sometimes I think those dreams are the only thing that keep me going as in they seem to be a teaser of what things may come potentially. Oddly enough, I've never had a dream about having sex - I wonder if the lack of me experiencing it has anything to do with it.
I recall watching Ally McBeal (by accident) one day on TV and the episode was about the title character dealing with a elderly lady who had recurring dreams about her deceased husband who she missed dearly. As such, she wanted to be put into a "perma-coma" so she could "always" be with him. Maybe I wouldn't go so far as to do that, but sometimes I wonder if there was a way I could make the dreams more frequent.
Anyone else feel like dreams are as close as they get?