Name: Anonymous 2009-03-05 7:16
OK I said it... I've honestly had enough of this shit...
I DO NOT NEED THIS SHIT IN MY LIFE
I've had to roll heads today and
I'M FUCKING SHITTED OFF
Do not to fucking try to reason with me, I've hit a valve here and I don't give a FUCK if I'm causing a scene
I'VE BEEN FUCKED AROUND IN MY LIFE TO MANY TIMES
I was seriously waiting just to die this afternoon, i've been fucked around completely by yet another person today... and I just don't need the fucking stress
Nobody understands it, nobody understands me, I felt the fucking chemicals in the back of my head boil over today and I felt as if I was going to die
You know what?
Some days I wish I had have died... I've got some valium here, just to go to sleep and not wake up
Why the fuck doesn't my depression also have suicidality?
Right now I wish wasn't fuckin here...
Don't bother responding nobody out there understands the hole that I'm in, I've fucken had it with this world, right now I wish I was suicidal so I had the balls to put an end to this shit
WHY THE FUCK?
Every time I get something really good happening in my life shit happens and it all falls to shit, I'm stressed out, I haven't been going to the gym, my newly bought MacBook decided it would pick up a dead pixel and Apple are fucking me around for that. My Uni group report is due tommorow and I have to sort this shit out with my computer at the same time because its fuckin sitting in a repair shop an hour away from here....
WHAT THE FUCK!
I don't fuckin need this shit in my life why the fuck doesn't shit just work??
Every single fuckin time I try to make things work it all blows up in my fuckin face, my life is a house made out of a deck of cards, and every time I get close to being on the right track shit like happens
Lifes a game?
Some fuckin game, some people have it on easy street and its all fun and games, some people born in the same socioeconomic background end up with shit like me
Ive fuckin well had it
I DO NOT NEED THIS SHIT IN MY LIFE
I've had to roll heads today and
I'M FUCKING SHITTED OFF
Do not to fucking try to reason with me, I've hit a valve here and I don't give a FUCK if I'm causing a scene
I'VE BEEN FUCKED AROUND IN MY LIFE TO MANY TIMES
I was seriously waiting just to die this afternoon, i've been fucked around completely by yet another person today... and I just don't need the fucking stress
Nobody understands it, nobody understands me, I felt the fucking chemicals in the back of my head boil over today and I felt as if I was going to die
You know what?
Some days I wish I had have died... I've got some valium here, just to go to sleep and not wake up
Why the fuck doesn't my depression also have suicidality?
Right now I wish wasn't fuckin here...
Don't bother responding nobody out there understands the hole that I'm in, I've fucken had it with this world, right now I wish I was suicidal so I had the balls to put an end to this shit
WHY THE FUCK?
Every time I get something really good happening in my life shit happens and it all falls to shit, I'm stressed out, I haven't been going to the gym, my newly bought MacBook decided it would pick up a dead pixel and Apple are fucking me around for that. My Uni group report is due tommorow and I have to sort this shit out with my computer at the same time because its fuckin sitting in a repair shop an hour away from here....
WHAT THE FUCK!
I don't fuckin need this shit in my life why the fuck doesn't shit just work??
Every single fuckin time I try to make things work it all blows up in my fuckin face, my life is a house made out of a deck of cards, and every time I get close to being on the right track shit like happens
Lifes a game?
Some fuckin game, some people have it on easy street and its all fun and games, some people born in the same socioeconomic background end up with shit like me
Ive fuckin well had it