Name: Anonymous 2009-02-04 10:00
I dunno why, maybe the schizophrenia but i have no desire to have real sex. I look at porn and jerk off sometimes for the high, but im even getting sick of that. Do you think at one point i just wont even jerk off? Is that possible for a man? My dad was denied sex for the last 25 years(aka stopped having it after 2 children). He seems fine now. I have much respect for him because he still stayed in the marriage which most people wont do. Do you think i can be like him. Of course unlike him i have been exposed to a lot of porn.