Name: Anonymous 2009-01-08 0:23
Well, I did it for the first time ever. I jerked off in the bus and I had an asian chick watch all of it, from beginning to messy end. I got bold and it paid off ... but I feel like it cost me more than it was worth.
I felt rotten just after I came and the more I think about it, the worse I feel. I think it's guilt. I don't get it, I've jerk flashed a thousand times before from windows and moving cars, but I never jerk flashed someone sitting a few feet away from me. She tried to avoid looking as much as possible and I kept myself hidden from everybody but her. When I came, she couldn't take her eyes off it while I eased out the ooze. Then she did something that I think got me caught-up with guilt: she covered her mouth as if to stop from throwing-up and she made several gag reflexes. I saw a few tears roll down her cheeks, but this seemed to be from the gag-reflex (you know when you get all teary when you vomit)
I think she was either so afraid that she almost threw up, or the sight of my cum made her want to puke. Adrenaline can do that, so I am inclined to think she did it out of fear. I didn't think about it AT ALL while I as jerking...
I feel like a real fucking asshole now.
I'm not looking for validation for what I did. I got onto the bus not even thinking this is someting I could do, but I just got really bold and I took full advantage of it.
I cannot describe how rotten I felt just after I came. The shame was unbearable. I just sat there, semi-frozen in my seat, wishing she would get off the bus so I could end this. She did not get off for about 10 minutes ... which felt like forever.
It was an INCREDIBLE HIGH while it was happening, but now I'm feeling an even more incredible low.
Anyway, thanks for reading ... I needed somewhere to let this out. Please tell me what you think.
I felt rotten just after I came and the more I think about it, the worse I feel. I think it's guilt. I don't get it, I've jerk flashed a thousand times before from windows and moving cars, but I never jerk flashed someone sitting a few feet away from me. She tried to avoid looking as much as possible and I kept myself hidden from everybody but her. When I came, she couldn't take her eyes off it while I eased out the ooze. Then she did something that I think got me caught-up with guilt: she covered her mouth as if to stop from throwing-up and she made several gag reflexes. I saw a few tears roll down her cheeks, but this seemed to be from the gag-reflex (you know when you get all teary when you vomit)
I think she was either so afraid that she almost threw up, or the sight of my cum made her want to puke. Adrenaline can do that, so I am inclined to think she did it out of fear. I didn't think about it AT ALL while I as jerking...
I feel like a real fucking asshole now.
I'm not looking for validation for what I did. I got onto the bus not even thinking this is someting I could do, but I just got really bold and I took full advantage of it.
I cannot describe how rotten I felt just after I came. The shame was unbearable. I just sat there, semi-frozen in my seat, wishing she would get off the bus so I could end this. She did not get off for about 10 minutes ... which felt like forever.
It was an INCREDIBLE HIGH while it was happening, but now I'm feeling an even more incredible low.
Anyway, thanks for reading ... I needed somewhere to let this out. Please tell me what you think.