Desperate?

I´m about to turn 25 and having a gf is the thign I want the most in life, i dont want sex not even feel ready for it, but I do want to know how does it feels to kiss or give a neck rub or feet rub to a girl, or play with her hair or whisper verses to her ear while massaging her asshole.

Its all I want and it rules my life, the lack of it makes me absolutely miserable, people say that I should just wait adn that loves comes on its own but I find that hard to believe since it hasnt come in all this time and cant see what would change that would make it come.......

I think of a life where I reach age 80 without ever kissing a girl and that makes me feel like I dont wanan go on living... People say this desperation is hurting my chances to get a girl but I dunno how not to be desperate, is like telling a starving man that you would only give him food if he looks like he has overeaten can´t understand it?

Please tell me how do u other gayfail virgin guys manage not to totally give up to despair

>>1
gayfail

That's all you needed to write.

>>1

Win. GTFI

bam ba lam

>>4

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>>2
:( Serious responses only pls.