PAIN!

I was in the bus after having went to a restaurant to cheer me up a bit (alone) and in front of me a couple went to sit on the seats. And they hugged and displayed their affection, the female leaning her head against the guy's shoulder. Her hair smelled so good too, I couldn't help but to notice.

I had to bear this for 20 minutes straight. I wanted to break both of their goddamn necks!!!

When I arrived in my apartment I realized that no one other than me had ever been in it and I went to bed even if it was still broad daylight outside and cried for hours. Then I threw many objects in the room violently against the floor.

It's ALWAYS THE SAME PEOPLE WHO HAVE EVERYTHING! While other good little guys like me try every single day to meet someone else and improve themselves and yet ROT IN PAIN! I'm so fed up of having the whole world outside making me feel like some stalker who should be ashamed of having a sexuality and being alive!

I've never known what it's like to matter a lot to someone that isn't a family member, I don't think I've ever had anyone spontaneously step up to me and trying to initiate contact because somehow they needed me for anything, other than my money.

So just because you don’t have any romantic connections means that another person can’t have one and is not allowed to express their affection in public? You are a terribly selfish person. And you call yourself a “good little guy”. You obviously feel that you haven’t gotten your “just due” in life and yet you want to deny someone else the right to live their own lives? That makes you a hypocrite also.

The tone of Lounge has gotten increasingly violent and troublesome. I wish it had a dedicated moderator.

What you need is to volunteer at your local cactus shelter.

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Nope, everything looks like it is in perfect order around here. Would be better if lounge lost faggots like you though.

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I wish you would burn in hell you fucking nigger.

>>1
To get what you desire you will need to answer to the Lady of Pain, and even then only at her mercy does her servants get what they would desire. This world is HER world. Every rape is a testament to her glory, every scream of agony bears a whisper of her name. However, her sister Ishtar knows even less mercy, as her love will wither your very soul away into nothingness, so you best choose your fate wisely.

>>1
At least you got family I dont even have that.

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When I read that, I totally thought it was going to go in a different direction.