Nobody likes me

I feel like nobody likes me. It's like every friend I make either gets bored with me and ditches me or is nice to my face and bitches about me behind my back. Though, the ones who are nice can't keep up the act all the time and sometimes slip up, saying 'jokes' like '.....retarrrrrdedddd... like *RedCream*.' followed by a feigned 'just joking ha ha' (and I'm not disabled in any way, btw [oh, except socially -_-]) Even other losers don't like me. :/

Does anyone else feel like nobody likes them?