Hello, I am normally a lurker, but I recently got fired from my job, and I'm feeling kind of depressed. So, without anyone else to really turn to, I must ask you, the anonymous posters of the internet, what I should do with my life. Feel free to ask any questions, I'll try to answer as best I can.
By the time your shit is on the curb and there's no food in your belly, you will make the only choice remaining to you: crime. Monday, you will have a few choices. A month after fucking up that Monday, you will have only 1 choice. Fuck even that choice up, and then you'll have no choices ... you'll just be a dead body under a bridge embankment, like all the other douchebags in life.
I'm telling you that if you don't do the right thing, you'll suffer. Even if you don't see that suffering coming, you'll still suffer. If the facts of your suffering (or impending suffering) don't motivate you, then you're just a dead man, and it remains to be played out how your body will finally match the dead state in your mind.
Survival is simple. Survive, or perish. You're giving us every indication that you don't accept the facts of survival. There's no other alternative, in the larger sense, from that action ... except that YOU WILL PERISH.