i must have sex in the next 3 months

i must have sex in the next 3 months
in 3 months i am 20 years old and i cannot bear the shame and failure of failing to lose my virginity, so i have decided to hang myself before i turn 20 unles i have sex. i will report back heere every day maybe. then again maybe not.

I lost my virginity when I was 20.  I realized that it was kinda pathetic that I hadn't had sex yet and I was really horny all the time.  So I got to college, met this girl who was not good looking.  We fooled around but she wouldn't let me have sex with her.  I then decided that this is my best chance to fuck some bitch so I ended up asking her out.  We dated for like 8 months and I lost my virginity.

I am a very bad man.