OP here:
iam useless, let me tell you the story
as a child, i was teased and bullied to hell. i was a small fat shy boy who didnt have friends, but got his ass kicked everyday after school. my parents took me away from this all and placed me on a different school, but here it went even worse.
after a long time, my parents took me off and placed me in a special shortbus school where kids with psychological defects go. here, i learned how to be more open and more durable against bullying, but i couldnt get my highschool diploma
now, at the age of 18 i came back to normal education, being pinned down at labourers school because i dont have any diploma's the government says i cant do higher education.
i feel trapped inside something.
i just dont want to go on anymore with my life being planned out by a higher group, with this i will never be able to become a journalist, what my true goal is.
instead, iam now learning to be a mail room penis.