my dad died today

it was dinner time and i was eating food and mom and dad were eating here too and we ere having meat loaf and idont really like meat loaf but w.e and mid dinner i felt really sick and went up stairs to lay down and then i hear the sound of something thumping and hitting the ground and my mom scream and i run down stairs and i see dad laying on floor and mom says call a aumbulance and i wistled for a cab when it cdame near the lisence playe said fresh and had dice in the mirror the cab was rare if i could say yo homes to bel air we pulled up about 7 or 8 and yelled to the cabbie yo homes smell ya later i was finally they to settle as the price of bel air

I just feel like its time I stop living this lie and be honest with myself and the rest of you guys. Its not an easy thing to admit to, but I really do prefer the company (and intimacy) of other men. I first realized I was gay at school, I had another friend - at first we would just 'playfully' touch each others genitals, but then it eventually turned into more erotic groping and masturbation, then kissing and finally we went all the way and found a quiet area behind some buildings and had sex. It was amazing! I never realised it would feel so good and so right with another guy pounding me, but it was then that I knew I was definately gay and not just 'experimenting' anymore.
I know I will probably be flamed and insulted for posting this here, but it is just such a relief to be this honest and to finally accept life as a homosexual so me and my boyfriend can live a long and happy life.