Name: Anonymous 2007-09-20 22:07 ID:hP2dRNyR
I'm lonely, i'm angry, i'm sad. But i don't want to feel those negative feelings. I want to be happy. I want to move on, i want to forgive.
I know how to deal with pesimism, anger, sadness, i can control those feelings. But i don't know how to switch loneliness off. I'm making myself busy with work, i watch tv, read. I act as nothing is wrong. And most of the time nothing is wrong. But then i stop for a second and there it is. The feeling of being alone. Knowing there's nobody out there who's in love with me. Nobody's thinking of me, caring for me, missing me. I have nobody to kiss, to hug, to cuddle up to.
My last relationship showed me how nice it can be. I know i should be happy about it, but i'm not all the time. I feel angry and sad, i'm angry i know how it feels like, i'm sad it's over.
I want the pain to go away. I want to either love again, or not miss it. I want to feel free...
I know how to deal with pesimism, anger, sadness, i can control those feelings. But i don't know how to switch loneliness off. I'm making myself busy with work, i watch tv, read. I act as nothing is wrong. And most of the time nothing is wrong. But then i stop for a second and there it is. The feeling of being alone. Knowing there's nobody out there who's in love with me. Nobody's thinking of me, caring for me, missing me. I have nobody to kiss, to hug, to cuddle up to.
My last relationship showed me how nice it can be. I know i should be happy about it, but i'm not all the time. I feel angry and sad, i'm angry i know how it feels like, i'm sad it's over.
I want the pain to go away. I want to either love again, or not miss it. I want to feel free...