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First of all, I'm very serious about this.

I'm an ugly, somewhat fat loser geek with no friends and no money. I live with my mum. Yet I really cannot lower my standards to less-than-beautiful girls. I have had the chance several times (I'm 22 now) throughout the years to have sex with ugly girls, or get a girlfriend who is ugly. But I just can't do it. I feel repulsed by them.

So... what do I want? Not a super model or porn star, but simply a sweet, beautiful girl. Think "Disney princess". Of course, they are already taken or uninterested in me (I don't blame them). So I guess I'm not going to either get a girlfriend or a "fuck buddy" at this point.

Oh, and the girls I find attractive (13-18) are becoming harder and harder to "hit on" and usually don't even reply anymore, and if they do, they call me a pervert or something mean like that.

I don't know... I simply don't find "ugly" girls attractive enough to get turned on or to love them. Maybe this is sick, but I don't really consider less-than-beautiful women... women. More like... worthless things.

Lately, I've started craving for little girls ("loli") in a non-sexual way. I figure, however, that it would probably be as difficult finding a cute loli buddy as an actual girlfriend I want. Sigh.

Things sure sound hopeless. Anyone else in the same situation (I'm sure there must be quite a few)?

(Suicide is way too dangerous and I'm not convinced of an afterlife.)

Kill yourself.

BlackCream coulden't say it any better

BlackCream: Read my post, you idiot.

no u

Any non-retard wish to reply?

no

>>5
Well I am not an "retard." You have no right to call me that if I made mistakes.  This site should have some rules about harrassments, threats, and name calling.  I am still in the need of more help in that regards

fat people should stay with other fat people, you'll never find a hot chick, go to /b/ and fap to the chans in there, thats as close as you'll ever get