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whats the point?

Name: Anonymous 2007-09-08 8:21 ID:ktYMbYpd

Why go on? Why keep trying to find the courage to face a dark, dank future? It is only more of the same. My future is the same as my present which is the same as my past 10 years.
Its is all royally, fucked up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
People are shitty!!!!!!
I am shitty!!!!
The whole goddamn world is shitty. Stop the world, I want to fucking get off!!!
I'm facing homelessness!
I'm facing continuous financial hardship!
I have failed at everything I've tried!
People are disrepectful to me, especially if they know my name!
For one small good thing, ten horrible, fucked up things happen to me! I have no hope things will get better and STAY Better! May as well not have any hope at all. And without hope, what is the use of living?
Even my two reasons for lving, my kids, who are 19 and 17, don't respect me. The boy, who is 17, criticizes, and attacks and belittles me, every day, every hour. I'm so unsure of myself, it isn't even funny!
I hate myself!!! What is the use of living?
Every one would be better off without me! Believe me when I say that I think people would actually be relieved to have me gone for good. Especially those who've had to deal with me personally.

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