Name: Anonymous 2007-09-08 8:05 ID:8V1gdA0d
i don't know what to do anymore...everything is falling apart...including me.
i don't think i can take it anymore...i've prayed almost every night for 10 years for God to not let me wake up. on my few good days i think maybe i'm supposed to be here for a reason but things just keep getting worse.
nothing matters anymore.
i'm tired of trying and giving everything my all just to have it all blow up in my face. i'm a total screw up...
hopefully i'll be asleep soon...i took a sleeping pill (just 1) so i can stop thinking this way. i am just done.
i don't think i can take it anymore...i've prayed almost every night for 10 years for God to not let me wake up. on my few good days i think maybe i'm supposed to be here for a reason but things just keep getting worse.
nothing matters anymore.
i'm tired of trying and giving everything my all just to have it all blow up in my face. i'm a total screw up...
hopefully i'll be asleep soon...i took a sleeping pill (just 1) so i can stop thinking this way. i am just done.