Name: Anonymous 2007-09-08 8:01 ID:8pzI+8bg
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I am completely mentally exhausted.
I have to work 2 jobs as I am very short of money, and am living in a different country with no family.
I try so hard to keep focussed on the important things, but keep slipping back onto memories of past hurts, failures and torments.
These negative thoughts seem to cloud up my mind for a great portion of the day, affecting my concentration and mood.
I can feel myself getting more and more angry, and the reason I want to commit suicide is to protect other people, I am scared I might lose my temper one day and seriously hurt or kill someone.
I really don't want to go on like this at all, and am real concerned.
I am completely mentally exhausted.
I have to work 2 jobs as I am very short of money, and am living in a different country with no family.
I try so hard to keep focussed on the important things, but keep slipping back onto memories of past hurts, failures and torments.
These negative thoughts seem to cloud up my mind for a great portion of the day, affecting my concentration and mood.
I can feel myself getting more and more angry, and the reason I want to commit suicide is to protect other people, I am scared I might lose my temper one day and seriously hurt or kill someone.
I really don't want to go on like this at all, and am real concerned.