Name: Anonymous 2007-09-04 22:17 ID:ERbeiVwN
So i pretty much hang around with a lot of couples now. All my close friends have someone and i'm happy for them i really am.
It's just soo ridiculously hard being the only one that doesn't have a girlfriend, or at least someone who's interested in me. I know i'm only 15, and i'm over reacting, and my friends are 16-18 but it's just sooo difficult. Seeing them all together just makes me feel so worthless and unwanted.
I'm so frightened that i'm never going to find someone. Even if a bitch does like me they just aren't the kind of fucking cunts i'm into, all the bitches i like just aren't into me. It's starting to really hurt and etch away at my confidence which i'm also trying to build right now. I just want to feel loved, want to know that i'm worth having someone put their arms around me. I'm just so scared it's never going to happen for me, that i'll never find someone that i'll adore and that'll adore me in return.
Is it really just a matter or time, or am i just going to have to settle one day so i can actually say i've had a relationship and i haven't been alone for my entire life?
It's just soo ridiculously hard being the only one that doesn't have a girlfriend, or at least someone who's interested in me. I know i'm only 15, and i'm over reacting, and my friends are 16-18 but it's just sooo difficult. Seeing them all together just makes me feel so worthless and unwanted.
I'm so frightened that i'm never going to find someone. Even if a bitch does like me they just aren't the kind of fucking cunts i'm into, all the bitches i like just aren't into me. It's starting to really hurt and etch away at my confidence which i'm also trying to build right now. I just want to feel loved, want to know that i'm worth having someone put their arms around me. I'm just so scared it's never going to happen for me, that i'll never find someone that i'll adore and that'll adore me in return.
Is it really just a matter or time, or am i just going to have to settle one day so i can actually say i've had a relationship and i haven't been alone for my entire life?