feel down

Hi I feel so low down at the minute, I've been feeling depressed for about 6 months but the last couple of months I've never felt so bad, when I first started feeling down I thought It couldn't get any worse but it has and I don't know what I can do to pick myself up.

I'm 25 years old and never had a girlfriend and for years i've dreamed of having a girlfriend, just dreaming about being able to share things go on holidays together do things like a couple would do, like sit in front of the tv with someone by your side and go out for meals and trips to the cinema.

I always told myself someone will turn up, but my chances seems to be narrowing rather than expanding, I mean alot of my friends I used to go out with are now settling down, so I don't have as many friends to go out with anymore. I miss not being able to go out as much I've started to feel old and like I've missed my chance of ever getting a girlfriend, I'm terrifide im going to end up like one of those 40 year old virgins who read comic books or somin.

I'm always trying to look into my future and I don't like what I see when I do it looks so bleak now.

I've been thinking that I've really now gotta make a stand and do something I been thinking about joining a online dating site, but don't know enough about them, they seem expensive for something i don't know how it works.

Dont, just start talking to people