Makes me sad when I see other people

These days I feel sad and depressed when i see Couples who are happy, or even pics of couples...makes me feel alone...ive always been alone and its just getting to me now....

Even when I overhear my friends talking to their girlfriends on the phone, i get all moody....even though on the surface im composed and cheerful.

I mean im happy for them..but it affects me. Why cant I have that kind of happiness too?

how can i stop feeling like this and just be normal?

make contact with somebody on a very personal level. meet someone that's you in another shell (so to speak), and really talk to them, doesn't matter if male or female. you need 'brothership' or at least to know you extend beyond yourself