Name: Anonymous 2007-09-04 0:47 ID:AID46Dfr
I've never dated or even kissed a girl. I'm 25. Virgin of course.
I went to all boy schools growing up. I have a bachelor's degree and work at IBM. I have acne scarring. Girls never seem to show any interest in me. I don't know why. I don't think I'm a boring guy. I don't know if I am that attractive looking or not. I've been told that I'm both ugly and good-looking by other people (not at the same moment of course).
I feel very....lonely, and I've been trying to get out more...but it seems so hard to connect with a girl. I just want to share my life with someone and vis versa....
A lot of things are going through my head right now:
- I blame myself for not have tried very hard at an earlier age to get a date
- I feel inexperienced not only sexually, but relationship wise.
- I feel flawed. Like there is something wrong with me.
- I feel old....like time is slipping....and I'm losing my chance to find a good girl to hook up with.
- Regret. Guilt. Frustration. Sadness.
I don't know what to think really.....I try to be a good man, but I don't think that's enough.
I need to develop some sort of "game" I guess. That's what some people tell me.
Is finding that special someone really all just some frustrating game?
I went to all boy schools growing up. I have a bachelor's degree and work at IBM. I have acne scarring. Girls never seem to show any interest in me. I don't know why. I don't think I'm a boring guy. I don't know if I am that attractive looking or not. I've been told that I'm both ugly and good-looking by other people (not at the same moment of course).
I feel very....lonely, and I've been trying to get out more...but it seems so hard to connect with a girl. I just want to share my life with someone and vis versa....
A lot of things are going through my head right now:
- I blame myself for not have tried very hard at an earlier age to get a date
- I feel inexperienced not only sexually, but relationship wise.
- I feel flawed. Like there is something wrong with me.
- I feel old....like time is slipping....and I'm losing my chance to find a good girl to hook up with.
- Regret. Guilt. Frustration. Sadness.
I don't know what to think really.....I try to be a good man, but I don't think that's enough.
I need to develop some sort of "game" I guess. That's what some people tell me.
Is finding that special someone really all just some frustrating game?