Whats there to live for?

Seriously. I feel I dont have much to live for. I dont have my total health, I dont have a self sufficient income or home security, I never had a girlfriend (or even a kiss), I dont have much of an education (just worthless diploma in photography), and I am in my 30's now. So whats there to live for?

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Suicide is one of the most basic of civil rights.  You always have the right to take your own life.  All we ask is that:

1. You don't take anyone else with you when you go.
2. Don't make a huge mess that some poor bastard has to clean up.

Just buy a cheap ($80) 9mm pistol, go out into a public field where someone can see you, tuck the barrel under your chin and pull the trigger.  BOOM!  You're dead in minimum time, the mess is just a splatter in a field, and your body and gun will be collected in minimum time.

suicide is for faggots

get a pet, a dog is cool