its bullshit

i barely have the willpower to move my fingers to type this fucking message. im about to get kicked out of my house for not having a job. im gonna be homeless and nobody gives a fuck. would have tears running down my face, but my sinuses are really dry right now. they fucking piss me off.
so just lettin you know that if i get kicked out, im walking to the train tracks that are about a 5 minute walk from here and just gonna stand there. ill have a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other. i fucking hate beer.
im fucking shaking now cuz my muscles are erallly stressed right now. i can harly ove my fingers. it feels a bit tingly all around my arms. my ears are leaking the sme crap hey always do. this shit reeks.i can hear a train from right here. feels like its calling to me. begging me to hitch a ride to hell. at least the demons of hell pay special attention to you. not like people here on earth. the are too busy with tihier own bullshit to even see that you are suffering. i notice everyones suffering but nobody notices mine. everyone is an inconsideralte bastard.fucing people make me sick.allthey wanna do is spnd tier money . just go to the mall and walk around with their sell fones and thier bags and thier giggling gaggle of shallow ass friends. fuck poeple. people make me fucking sick. i feel likie gavity is pulling every molicule of me down to the floor. the train is gone. been gone for a while now. happy memories are too few and far between. i dont have one picture of any of my friends. they dont have pictrues of me either. we were never ones for cameras. i dont even know why hte fuck im posting this shit.

Life is never fair, my friend.

If that happens, live a thief life, on the run, stealing beef jerky and stuff, maybe hitch a train and see where that takes you.

If you get caught, hey, at least you'll be in a jail cell but it won't be pound-me-in-the-ass prison (correct me if I'm wrong) because I think that's only for murderers and rapists; you'll have merely stolen beef jerky. Man, I love beef jerky; I could probably live off that stuff. Sorry if I seem too optimistic, I'm kinda drinking right now. But hey, good luck 'n all.

>>3
how does maddox's cock taste? good?

>>1
Why not die a glorious death in battle instead?

Why don't you dine in hell tonight?

>>4
Yes. This is getting interesting. Are there any "gangstas" in your area? Just write a note saying "I'm going to kill those responsible for my drug addiction. I never told you because you always made me feel ashamed and I didn't want you to think any worse of me but now things can't get any worse so with my last hours of my life I will have my vengeance" Then get your glock and start shooting random drug dealers until you get killed.

Find a drug dealer then spy on him, see where he goes and then attempt to kill everyone in this crib.

>>7
intended for >>1 aswell

Dude I can understand everything you're talking about there. I feel the same way and im only 16. Right now im skipping school cuz im a failure like that but don't fucking end your life cuz of that. Unless you become like one of those guys on the train station, then I would just end it there. But fucking try at least. Its called depression, get help with it cuz life is a fucking little bitch unless you're some asshole who was born with a golden spoon up their asshole.

If you're falling behind, better catch up! Even if one is failing, one could try catching up any time. It is something up to one's own decision - it is within one's own control, always and always. I think that I may have had depression once, but there was a simple way of dealing with it myself: I just say, this depression does not exist, I am myself, and I am above all potential depressions.

go suck dick by the bus stop