Name: Anonymous 2007-09-03 3:52 ID:3aWvowqi
i'm middle aged. pretty much have been a loner all my life. a few breif relationships that ended after mere weeks. a lot of scavenging and isolation mostly.
i'm all you younger guys worst fears come true. a life time of deprivation and emptiness. to boot i'm still haunted by the memory of a girl that left me years ago.
when you're alone the small things piss you off far more than they would if you have happiness and joy in your heart.
never had those things. well i take it back. i had them for a few weeks once -- and loved it. never knew it since
starting with the suicides of my mother ( i was 10) and my brother ( i was 18) i began my journey of going it alone.
those of us who know, it's like being the un dead. somehow we cant have the things that other men have.
i'm all you younger guys worst fears come true. a life time of deprivation and emptiness. to boot i'm still haunted by the memory of a girl that left me years ago.
when you're alone the small things piss you off far more than they would if you have happiness and joy in your heart.
never had those things. well i take it back. i had them for a few weeks once -- and loved it. never knew it since
starting with the suicides of my mother ( i was 10) and my brother ( i was 18) i began my journey of going it alone.
those of us who know, it's like being the un dead. somehow we cant have the things that other men have.