intense Emotional pain

I am having a lot of emotional pain right now and find myself wanting to suicide to get away from this pain....

I am missing people badly....

I need them...

I really need them...

I cant do it anymore..

I cant fight.

there is nothing left for me to hold onto...

nothing...

And i dont want to post all my fears , anger , and hurt here when it will be seen as nothing but attention and i will be seen as a yo yo dummy..

im sorry/

im sorry everyone..

grab a pillow
hug it tight and cry your ass off
then i garuntee youll feel better and feel like an idiot for ever feeling that way

I'm a sexy hamburger.

this was a big mistake....