Name: Anonymous 2007-09-03 0:46 ID:CeRrBJmq
i have fucked up things again.
i've relapsed into the worst state of mind i could ever be
i have attracted all this to me and this time im afraid im not gonna be able to escape it. funny thing. death seem sto simple right now. and yet i want to write to someone that im serious about it.
i even wrote to a freidn which by the way i kinda fucked (and he fucked me)
i dont know may the the normal guilr feelings of this shit.
is just too much i cannot even begin to explain it. i feel anger for writing it
i feel angst and im gonna just shut myself down. it's been weird.