Name: Anonymous 2007-09-03 0:42 ID:i9JlU/7j
im sorry everyone. i cant do it. i lay on my bed and cry. i want the pain over with. i need it to go. why wont it just go away. i need it gone. i need to go. disappear. i wont be missed by anyone. i know it. you will say u will miss me but ill be forgotten in a couple of days.
i have so little. nothing decent happening. my boss might be leaving and my friend. leaving me all alone. my sister crashed her car - she is fine and really lucky - she is on this diet and she hasnt eaten food for months - has to drink these drinks. i dont think its good for her and i think its the reason she crashed. im so scared but she wont listen to anyone. she looks so so skinny -too skinny - she isnt her anymore. it makes me feel so so fat. i know i am but makes me feel worse. she is just so thin. ill. makes me feel like doing things. bad things.
i just cant take it n e more. im lost and empty. dont know what to do.
im sorry.
i have so little. nothing decent happening. my boss might be leaving and my friend. leaving me all alone. my sister crashed her car - she is fine and really lucky - she is on this diet and she hasnt eaten food for months - has to drink these drinks. i dont think its good for her and i think its the reason she crashed. im so scared but she wont listen to anyone. she looks so so skinny -too skinny - she isnt her anymore. it makes me feel so so fat. i know i am but makes me feel worse. she is just so thin. ill. makes me feel like doing things. bad things.
i just cant take it n e more. im lost and empty. dont know what to do.
im sorry.