girls and suicide

i cant understand why i get so depressed over girl problems with my gf, football camp has started and it seems to lessen the pain somehow but i wont get into details but she is drastically hurting me and it to say it simply and briefly makes me want to die i have already tried to kill myself once and landed in a coma for 3 and a half days so i feel that its not hard to do that again except i hope i will die next time i try if i do living just isnt worth all the pains in the asses that come with living please help show me how to deal with probs and i do weightlift and get a ton of good heavy exercise but they dont numb the pain anymore

and my mom got scared
And said you're movin' with your auntie and uncle in Bel-Air

I whistled for a cab and when it came near
The license plate said "Fresh", and it had dice in the mirror
If anything I could say that this cab was rare
But I thought man forget it yo homes to Bel-Air

I pulled up to the house about 7 or 8
And I yelled to the cabbie 'yo homes smell ya later'
Looked at my kingdom I was finally there
To sit on my throne as the Prince of Bel-Air