Name: Anonymous 2007-08-31 22:37 ID:fUEZlqvk
i broke up with my girlfriend in uk after a one year relationship. i am in the usa and we had everything planned, marriage, kids, career, places we will see together. although it was a long distance relationship i stayed committed all along. she did too for a long time. but suddenly last december i got this call from a girl in uk saying that she has been seeing my girlfriend for a while now. when i confronted her, she agreed, apologised profusely, and tried to make amends to the best of her abilities. yet although i forgave her, i felt this permanent pain that she lied, cheated, when all i did was wait for her patiently. i truly loved her ad we had the most perfect chemistry which is why i am suffering so much now. i even got a great job in uk and decided to move-in with her. but i couldn't finally because the hurt was so much that i felt that i would spoil things for her if i continue without forgetting and forgiving completely. so finally i called it quits. ever since i decided to let go, i m hurting tremendously. i feel suicidal and dont know what to do. please help.